okay..so...today is the first day of my diet. Yes..i know..i'm excited too. i got up at 5:30 and by 6am i was starving and had to stop myself from eating my parking tag. If only i'd had some water to swallow it down to keep from choking. I am trying to get myself together. We all know that that will take months..so forgive me if i'm feeling a little overwhelmed. Getting myself together means taking care of ME: emotionally, physically and spiritually. Okay..lets be honest...getting myself together means starving and losing 50lbs so i will be hot again...that's what it comes down to. I want to be hot again..i want to feel like a million bucks. I want to go to a club and have the guys look at me..not past me. I want to feel good about myself and my body...like i used to...before the baby(who is now almost 5 btw). It's time to make a change..starting with me. So..here's to day ONE...i'm hungry and have a splitting migraine from not having any sugar. Excuse the crunching noise...this broccoli is just fabulous. Tastes like chocolate cake. This is fun already.
2 comments:
I will be your support system. I'm glad to see that you're positive about this. And you ARE HOT! Don't be so hard on yourself.
LOL you are so funny. seriously. you can do it!
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